Monday, 18 September 2017

13.

I will nvr get tired of loving you. I admire thw way u makes me fall in love with you more each day. And somtimes i look at you and i wonder how i got to be so damn lucky :))
Have i mentioned today how lucky i am to be in love wth youu?

And if you promise to stay, i promise not to leave.

Klik klik :)

Saturday, 2 September 2017

12.

If i can show you my heart, youre going to see how much tht i love you rn. You can see how big my love, my care for youu. Its all abt you. Nothing can fight you to get you rid from my heart.
All i ask for is stay, dont give up on me and in return, i will nvr give up on you too. And i will love you with my entire heart 🙇‍♀️

Been cheated on, lied to, left for someone else, dropped with no explanation, and im still trying to love like ive never been hurt. I hate ppl tht i loved before, they nvr hear my explnation and left me so easily.
Past is past.

I love you. Countless time.

Tuesday, 29 August 2017

11.

Kalau nk tengok aku layan kau mcm mana yg kau nak, aku boleh tunjuk tp bukan skrg. Sbb skrg aku bukan sesiapa. Kalau kau betul dah tak dgn dia, baru kau tauu cara aku mcm mana. Ego aku akan hilang bila kau hanya ada aku je . Bukan mcm skrg 😏
Janji kau..... semua kau tak tepati.. Kau still ada dgn dia, kau penipu ')

Friday, 25 August 2017

Wednesday, 16 August 2017

9.

I wont being ovrthnkng anymore.. I wont keep asking with who u calling rn, whos texting u and are u telling the truth.
Im not. I will let u choose which one u want to be, and which one u want me to be.
If u want me to do so, then i will.

I just dont want ppl i love hurt tho 😣😭
Susahnya nk terima kenyataan hm tu lah senang sangat sayang org 😢

Tuesday, 15 August 2017

Down.

I hate when im start mad. Bcs it would take 2-3 days to calm down .. Im still out of control.
I already told, dont make me like this thoo 😔
I cant control myself from doing bad thingss.

Monday, 14 August 2017

Belated.

Happy'18 yrs old aniss :) 

May Allah bless you alwys and forget all the past. Past is past. Make ur future more brighter than lights.

Thankyou mak abah, for having a lil time for me even youre busy. Thankyouuu. Iloveyou ..

Thursday, 10 August 2017

8.

Jujur aku tk pandai nk jadi caring dekat seseorangg sbb aku lemah bab bab ni dan ego aku tinggi. So susah aku nk tunjuk yg aku ni caringg, nk halang kau buat sesuatu yg bodoh mmg susah sbb aku tk pandai nk menghalang org..
Kalau nk tengok aku ni caring mmg susah wehh 😌
Aku dh cuba, tp aku tk mampu haha. Sbb tu ramai yg rapat dgn aku pikir aku ni mcm amek kesah tak kesah jee. Padahal aku dh cuba utk jd caring duhh hm tp aku tak pandaii 😌

Bila org yg rapat dgn aku sakit or takde mood, aku akan biarkan sbb aku sendiri buntu taktauu nk buat apaa 🙇‍♀️
Bukan aku tak sayangg, tp dlm diri aku tkde sifat caringg..
Sometimes rasa diri tk guna jugakk sbb aku susah nk tunjuk rasa caring tuu. Tp bila tengok org lain yg caring pasal diaa bila dia sakitt, aku jugakk yg panass 😔
Aihh

Saturday, 5 August 2017

👉👈

"Ohh beli fon baru boleh, beli cd game ps3 sendiri tak boleh?"

😔
I wish my parent love games so they would be love to buy me more cd games.

Thursday, 3 August 2017

6.

I hate being an option and sharing ppl i love. Sorry.

Wednesday, 2 August 2017

5.

Gi mampus lah aku rasa aku je yg syok sndiri. HAHAHA sia laa gi mati la. Bodo betul aku je yg kena tahan sakit, hati dia kau jaga. 🌵

4.

Shit. Who hurt who? Youre the one who hurt me first. Posting your picture with her at twtter doesnt hurt me la? At instagram? Fck.

3.

People changes. I knew it

Monday, 31 July 2017

2.

Bcs i know someday im gonna forget all the hurt things. And all will disappear just like how snow disappears during spring..

Dawn.


In love with the way you hug..

Sunday, 30 July 2017

F.


Fucking mess and cannot thinking wisely. Shit, why so mindfuck doo

I thought you must wondering why.

Mesti dia tertanya knp aku ckp aku tak boleh bawak moto memalam dgn masa hujan.

Sepatutnya balek btg kali smalam dahh sbb nk hantar moto, tp dia tahan gak tuu kunci moto aku sbb dh 6.30 ptg, dari shah alam nk ke btg kali je dh 50min, tu yg aku tk berani tu hadap highway bila malam, even mghrib punn. Bcs phobia is still phobiaa. 🙍

And also pagi td bangun pagi nk balek dah, tp fuhh mendung lakk shah alam pagi ni, haih dgn guruh, aku menggigil do kaki kalau tetiba guruh mcm nk hujan time bawak moto gi jejauh, bcs yeah aku ada kenangan pahit aku sendiri 🙇

Lelagi weh kalau aku tgh bawak moto atas highway, tetiba hujan, sumpah aku nangess hahahahahahhahaa lepastu aku berhentii. Sbb aku mmg tak mampu doo bawak time hujan.

I wish my fears has a delete button.

Thursday, 27 July 2017

Its only we.

Thankyou for the day you alwys there for me. Thankyou for the day we spent our time at pusat sukan. Thankyou for the day youre there when im sick. Thankyou for the day having much time for me, from morning to the class, to the foodcourt, to the lab, to the mall, to the pusat sukan and till isyak. Thankyou for this weekend spending time together, keep following me wherever i go, being sabar and redha me bcs bawak moto lelaju lari dari polis kat pusat bandar shah alamm hahahahhahaa. Thankyou for every second we spent together, even a while, but i really do appreciate. Even youre not mine, NOT EVEN MINE, but i still hope there will be a miracle happen.

No, it just i hope you will realize.... i do love you, but im hurting myself by loving you right now... I was wrong. Loving at the wrong time.. bcs you already have someone special with you...
i really mean it .......